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Chemotherapy Fatigue

 


One of the major side effects of Chemotherapy treatment is fatigue. Initially, I thought a bit of fatigue will be ok. A few extra naps on the couch won’t hurt. That won’t be a major side effect for me. Self-discovery through triple negative cancer has shown me otherwise.

How do I explain fatigue? Fatigue is not a simple tiredness and with a rest you feel better. It does not resemble a hangover or a night of insomnia. It is not a simple physical reaction to the chemotherapy. 

This is my explanation of fatigue…

Fatigue is an all encompassing black cloud that engulfs you on Day 6 and 7 of chemotherapy drawing every last molecule of energy out of your body so that you are simply left with a human frame lying horizontally on something soft. You are unable to move from the position of horizontal because there is nothing that is willing to work to hold your body upright. A simple hand under my head allows me to at least hold my head up to take a look around. My brain is working in slow motion and can’t even begin to think about watching something on tv to get through the day as that would be too taxing for my mind. So I simply lie and sleep. I lie and sleep, I lie and sleep. When I awake do I feel any better?? Nope. It is the longest two days to get through and life is so arduous. It is at the lowest point in the treatment that those sad, niggly thoughts begin to appear. The thoughts you keep down so deep desperately hoping they don’t surface as you need to stay strong throughout this ordeal. For me the fatigue is that little bit worse each round of treatment. As the cloud begins to lift halfway through day 7 and you get the glimpse of some sun rays shining in on your soul, you take a deep breath, exhale and pull yourself together ready to take that next step in the right direction. 

I took the image above just to show that there are definitely days where I am good and also days where I am not. And although I have a positive attitude and am fighting this thing head on I am only human and have some pretty crappy days. 

My advice to anyone going through this is be at peace with any emotion you feel; know that some days are going to be really rough but then the sun comes out and you will feel better; you will hear people say just listen to your body and rest but let me tell you that won’t be an option as your body will simply give up on you and all you will be able to do is rest (Be ok with that); let your loved ones know when you are having a bad day as they can support you to get through it.

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  1. VixApril 1, 2022 at 9:06 AM

    I’m coming out of my first dose of AC, 3 more at 3 weekly intervals to go, followed by 12 weekly treatments.
    Since day 2 I’ve been bed ridden, nauseous and no stength- glued to the bed apart from trips to the toilet. My son brings me soup, I have water by my bed but I’m like a shell of myself- no petrol .
    How am I going to manage the next 4 months?
    I’m scared

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  2. EnriqueApril 1, 2022 at 10:36 AM

    I started my mom on it 3 weeks before where AC treatment because it takes 2 weeks to kick in the effects it’s a immune booster and digestive mushroom supplement the brand I got her was real mushroom she didn’t get sick the whole time other then brain fog for about 5 days but she was able to work out eat and do daily things and her oncologist didn’t understand how we feel that those supplements are a big part of recovery her mass went from 12cm to 2cm good luck I hope you can feel better

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  3. Anh TramApril 20, 2022 at 6:40 AM

    Im 42 years old, from Perth, tripple negative BC , had just finished 4 rounds of AC ... need to finish another 4 rounds of Taxol every 2weeks then surgery... just want to send some ❤❤❤ to you , i hope you can feel better soon

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